Thursday 14 April 2011

3.19pm ~ Fail to realise...


I wish i could just turn back time and enjoy each moment onwards with family and love ones. I never knew how shocking and surprising life can be when you loose somebody close to you, without any heads up or warning.

Most of the time, I had gone through pains and upsetting moments, and i fail to admit that I play the most important part in my life as a person... I always put other people ahead of me instead of being selfish of what I actually want. For instance, I would rather give up of the people I care /  love / adore to let them persue their own happiness instead of fight my stand to grab the chance to make it my own(y'all know what I'm saying?!)....

All my best and closest friends know that I am like that... Sacrifice a lot to make other people happy, but not for myself.... I feed on other people's happiness just to put up a smile on my face, but knows behind that smile, there is a girl who's all teared up, sad and lonely.

But hey, it is for other people's happiness right.... I'm feeling de-javu all over again... And it is the right thing to do on my count......

2 comments:

  1. apply "it will return to u in short time"..

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  2. I wish I could but not much differents so far... kept on meeting the wrong kinds of people for all the wrong reasons...Wished that God would be so kind to provide me answers for all the things I go through.....

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